So Yeah, I am feeling sick, go figure right... I am stressed also, dealin with finances for me moving, and paying my bills off. I should just pick up a 2nd job just don't know how well I would handle it. >.< My job hunt out there is null and void, most of the places are saying I need to be out there. Currently I can't be out there, with my husband. I hate being so far away, but part of me thinks I am currently rushing out there and not thinking about making sure I have money for smokes, rockstar, and food oh yeah and rent. ;-; my heart is very sad today. Ill talk to koi an see if she will give me pointers to moving out of state cause god knows she has done it like 4 billion times. I hate being stressed, my body aches.